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Online Crush by SABRINA628, literature

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Online Crush

“A picture is worth a thousand words,” But what is said when a picture is all you have, Of a person you have begun to admire, Yet do not know in the ways that you desire, Virtual contact is fleeting and infrequent, A full perception of the man is kept secret, Behind a bright screen, Filtered are the pictures, Carefully chosen are the words, Who knows what feelings would emanate passed a facade on screen.

He Was My Unwavering Grace by SABRINA628, literature

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He Was My Unwavering Grace

My boyfriend is an unwavering grace in my life, He’s saved me from myself over and over, Helped me rediscover God with greater purpose, Is more unbelievably selfless than I could ever be, And I’m happy, I am the happiest I’ve ever been actually, Which begs the question why? Why do I catch myself thinking of another’s smile? Anticipating our next reunion? Fantasizing hugging him, holding him, touching him, My boyfriend is so trusting and unjudge mental, He knows of this little crush, Because he’s my best friend as well as greatest love, And I tell him everything, He’s not threatened, He told me, “it&#

How I Met My Boyfriend by SABRINA628, literature

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How I Met My Boyfriend

We met in October, Although I can not recall, The exact day in the M.A.C, I hit him in the face with a basketball, We did not speak for months, Until after the Fall, Because my friends had told me, That I should be appalled, I gave the poor guy a shiner, Just beneath his right eyeball, I thought he was cute, My face turned as scarlet as his hair, I could not refute, What they told me about the whole affair, I kept seeing him around, Even found out he lived in my Hall, But it would not be until May, I would come up to him at all, I remember it was pouring, Which stranded me in Science, But who would be there stuck with me, The redhead I shoul

Stupid by SABRINA628, literature

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Stupid

Have you ever felt like everyone is smarter than you? They're saying its red and you're thinking blue, Life itself has twisted and turned, As you are not able to learn, Grades are slipping and people are rising, Why don't you get help instead of disguising? Miss one homework assignment and you’re tangled for a week, Stop what you're doing, don't let your thoughts leak, Don't you remember what they called you? How you were afraid to ask a question, because they would desize you? Hold a steady grade for once in your life, You're stubborn, all you want is to cause a strife, Dominance isn't the key when we want to help, Sit down and listen,

Guilt by SABRINA628, literature

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Guilt

Guilt gnaws at me like my words did his heart Burned into my memory his anguish face I can still feel the tears See something break behind his eyes Locked in my cold hand A chunk of his self The blood Now cold like mine My nails dug into his body, through his chest I disregarded the gushing blood and his agony I dug until I felt it Pulsing and warm Before I realized the upshot of my exploit I pulled back with part of him Enough of him to make him feel empty and alone What have I done? And why do I care about his mouth? When it is his heart I took What has he said? About his broken heart I have always hated girls like this Wounding a m

Matt's Poem by SABRINA628, literature

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Matt's Poem

He stood blanketed in the dewy darkness before the family pool His parents’ credulous inside, How could this world be so cruel? With blocks bound to every limb He pushed with a heave all of them in He may have flailed or yelped Even though his body opposed to drowning it was not how his mind felt He wanted to kill himself He sank to the bottom Choked on his last breath I wonder what was going through his head He is the third of the family to die by their own hand I have deeply longed to understand How does misery take over, turn into anger then hate? For this world he had no more faith His own mind betrayed him Or so that’s wh

Come by SABRINA628, literature

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Come

Come meet me over the rolling hills, through the leaning valleys, across the murky waters Where thick foam laps the moonlit shore and the mounts whisper our names by the wind A home is nestled in faithful arms that can only rest in my lap Brush is laced like intertwine fingers and stray branches caress It’s warm and whole here, we feel, as we shape our nest Our feet pound the soil, threatening to break the day We’ll visit the sleeping salmon and lament their past away Life is like no other in the land of eternal May Yet it’s not all sunshine in continuous spring The rain’s beat causes us to hide An erratic st

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Nick, I'm Sorry by SABRINA628, literature

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Nick, I'm Sorry

Nick… Your name gives me pain, But joy… I wish we held, Like glue instead of water, The drugs… Took over, I couldn't control myself, You were right to break up with me, But then again, wrong, I'm broken inside, But… Through it all, You showed me something, Life without drugs, The one I'd known only months ago, How happier and healthier I was, You showed…more like threw, Pictures at me, Of how I used to smile and pose with peace signs, You told me how I used to be under the popular radar, How there was nothing wrong with my life, Except me, I thought there was something wrong, Nick… She s

Drugs, Smoke and Alcohol by SABRINA628, literature

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Drugs, Smoke and Alcohol

My nostrils fill with smoke as I stare at the burning ember, Why did I start when I knew I wouldn't stop? Oh yeah, to be freakin' popular! I took another drag, Well it's after high school and I hack and cough like I'm 20 years older, I inhale the smoke with one deep breath and blow, My cigarette is almost the size of my thumb now, How can something that makes you feel so good be so bad? I wish I never started, But then I wish to never stop, How could something so small do so much damage? My life went downhill since my first drag, Lost my perfect boyfriend, My parents trust, And my grades dropped, Then drugs followed, I guess a

First Drug Use by SABRINA628, literature

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First Drug Use

I walk into the after prom party, my arm linked through Sam's. I'm smiling ear to ear. I see everyone dancing around in a low fog mixed with multiple colors. There's lights' coming in from every angle and music bouncing off every corner. I'm shaking, I'm so excited. I've never been invited to real party like this. My boyfriend pulls me across the dance floor though the crowd. A lot of the people we pass are acting crazy and a strong smell is coming off most of them. When we make our way to the other side he introduces me to Missy, the most popular girl in high school. &#

Something Wrong With Isabelle by SABRINA628, literature

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Something Wrong With Isabelle

There's something mentally wrong with Isabelle, She yells when she tries to whisper, She screams when she tries to speak, Her eyes are always blood shot, And she never eats, When I meet up with her, All she does is speak, Of nonsense, Of clouds, Of ants, Of meat, It's all mixed up in her pretty little head, I don't even think she still goes to bed, Partying all night, Sniffing all day, I really think her final goodbye, Will not be that far behind, I can't believe she lost it, And didn't listen to me, It's all about to fall apart, Right in front of me, ©SABRINA628

Dear Jesse, I'm Fine by SABRINA628, literature

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Dear Jesse, I'm Fine

Dear, Jesse, Th3 drugs make me happy and out of contral. They also relaxe me and leave me without a s0ul. I feel no pain with this stuff. If I jummped off a cliff I proably wouldn't even feeel it! I love them!!! I don't knowe what you were talking about. It's all fan and games Jesse. Theirs no doubt! I don't even worrey anymore! Why did you not tell me how this felt? All you siad was how bad it was. Well your wrong my freind. Sam told me that he been doing this for as long as his memory goes! Jesse you should toattly do this with me! Come on! Were young! Oh and don't werry, I understand how smoking is bad. Just wanted to telll you

All Because Of Me... by SABRINA628, literature

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All Because Of Me...

I can't believe she did that, I can't believe she likes it, Actually I believe that, That's what drugs do to you, I told her over and over, 'Don't start', 'You'll never be able to stop', She of all people, The goodie goodie of the school, The one with the long relationship, The straight A's and free hugs, She even has a pet Pug, Her parents are married while mine are buried, How could she do such a thing? Something I cursed every day, Doesn't she see how my life turned out? All because of drugs, All because of the peer pressure, All because of the cheers, All because of me…. ©SABRINA628

I Used To Be A Normal Girl by SABRINA628, literature

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I Used To Be A Normal Girl

I used to be a normal person before drugs, I laughed, I cried, I was given hugs, I used to speak with ease, Instead of trying hard and being teased, I had a favorite subject, Did you know that? I even used to go out with a normal guy named Matt, I hung out with friends at the park, I liked to go fishing, And never narked, I never was a girlie girlie, Who wore makeup and tights, I dyed my hair black, And painted my nails light, I used to be a normal girl before I started to smoke, But now I'm just the stoned girl, Who everyone thinks is a joke, ©SABRINA628

Please Help Me by SABRINA628, literature

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Please Help Me

I feel strange, Like everything around me is rearranged, Like the trees grow downward, And rain falls upward, The drugs don't make me feel relaxed anymore, More like tense and paranoid, I get physically sick when I smoke, I get mentally unstable with every sniff, I start to wonder if Jesse was right, I'm scared, I can't control my body anymore, It's like it doesn't belong to me, All Sam wants to do is drugs, And Missy I found, is friends with everyone, I want to tell Jessie what's happening, To write to her for help, But I can't, My body shakes and aches for my addiction, I actually ripped out my own hair, I really wish I l

The End by SABRINA628, literature

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The End

"Why must death happen so suddenly" I asked myself as I lay on my hospital bed. Unable to move. This cruel life could have lasted longer. Instead of me being no longer. Drugs have taken my breath away. Drugs have taken time and day. And as I lay here half asleep. Looking down at the flowers that lay near my feet. I have nothing more to say but goodbye. Since I was the one to let time fly. To let life slip gradually through my fingers. And into harms open arms. To make time limber. As Jesse and Ma tried to hide, the fact that I've reached the end. Where we all become one with the dead. To the corner of no return, where every

To Blame by SABRINA628, literature

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To Blame

I cry for her, I cried for her, She lied in her hospital bed, With bandages over her eyes, Her heart beat was slow, Every breath hurt, She longed for her addiction, But tried so hard to resist, She was a sister to me, Family, Whenever she was up she tried to reassure me, Everything will be alright, I'll be fine, You'll see, At first I actually believed her, But then everything went wrong, After one last hug, And one last goodbye, She was gone, Everything was silent, I heard crying from inside and out, I blamed myself, I blamed her boyfriend, I blamed that invitation, I blamed that party, I blamed that girl, I blamed

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Happy Birthday...Oh Wait.... by SABRINA628, literature

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Happy Birthday...Oh Wait....

Happy, Happy birthday, Happy, Happy day, Happy, happy-- Wait… It's not your birthday? Your anniversary? Oh then… Happy Anniversary! How long have you been together? 17 years! Wow… And you are in your…? 30's! Then you must have gotten married at-- Oh your 40's… Then…Happy Health to the both of you! Oh, you're both very healthy… Wow, this is awkward… Uh, since I thought it was your birthday, Happy Birthday! ©SABRINA628

I Used To Be A Normal Girl by SABRINA628, literature

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I Used To Be A Normal Girl

The Wrong Side Of The Fence by SABRINA628, literature

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The Wrong Side Of The Fence

Stuck behind a barrier, A barbed iron fence, With horror and defeat on my side, The other with kites' sky high, Children running and playing, Ignoring the girl on the other side of the fence, War breaks out over here, While peace settles over in the west, I want to break free, Be away from here, The place I hate, Drop my tools, Play with the children on the other side, To be who I really am inside, Go where the grass is green, And eagles glide, To the other side of the borderline, To not be a prisoner on the inside, Where people fight, And people die, To be my own person, To believe in the sky, A bluer one on the other s

Will You Leave Me Alone? by SABRINA628, literature

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Will You Leave Me Alone?

I'm afraid of you, Though I keep running into you, I think I love you, And that's why I hate you, You really like me, But I really hate you, You're such a jerk, You make fun of my friends, Of everything I love, You scare me in a way, That I try to look above, Don't you see I cringe from your touch? Don't you see I lie in your wake? It's a confusing relationship, Please, can you stop your take? You hurt me so much, I want you away, But then again close, You scare me in that way, I want to look above, But can't stand you away, Please, if you love me, Will you leave me alone? ©SABRINA628

Soul Mates by SABRINA628, literature

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Soul Mates

Born as soul mates, Love each other, Knows everything about the other, A love like this can't be dismissed, Everything sealed with one sweet kiss, Together forever, Since they entered this world, Till life permits them, They ate bread together, Laughed together, The greatest love in this world, A boy and a girl, Much more special than others, A love like no other, More than friends have ever been, To see their faces, Full of joy, Like on Christmas when you get a brand new toy, Every day they fill with light, Shine so bright you might just see, The way a couple should be, Soul mates, ©SABRINA628

Letting Go by SABRINA628, literature

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Letting Go

I love running in the woods, Getting lost in other thoughts, I like to be hidden behind the leaves, Blending in with the fellow trees, To be a part of nature, Not a school student, Or someone who thinks twice, Far away from regular life, To breathe in clean air, Make sure all problems are afar, To believe in the sky above, Run like nothing is watching, Swim in the river like it's a pool, Become one with what I love, Feeling, Seeing, Hurting, Nothing, Just running through the woods, ©SABRINA628

Anne: To Shoot A Sunflower by SABRINA628, literature

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Anne: To Shoot A Sunflower

A bomb explodes in the distance, She lifts her head only slightly, But continues to write, 'I have to finish this entry' she thinks, 'Must tell' It's harsh out there, All Anne has is this diary for her keeping, It holds history, tragedy and secrets, She quickly finishes the entry she is working on, closing the book and stuffing it in between her arm and side, She stays in the corner, all cold and hungry as usual, Listening to all the deaths happening in the distance, She sits there, wanting to cry, but too tough to do so, though she's been through so much, Its okay if she cried, She hates her life now, but doesn't want to stop livi

Dear, Isabelle by SABRINA628, literature

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Dear, Isabelle

Dear, Isabelle, I'm sorry about everything that has happened up to this moment. I'm sorry I hit you. I'm sorry I yelled. You know how I feel about what you did. It's the worst life choice Izzie. I warned you! I mean, did you even pay any attention to how my life was turning out!? I never got to say anything in the hospital about this, and I'm sorry for that. I just wanted everything you heard to sound good. Being what I said in there could have been the last words you heard. Drugs wasn't the answer Izzie….Your boyfriend did it, and I know that's what tipped t

Request: Your the Only One by SABRINA628, literature

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Request: Your the Only One

You're cute as a button, You make my heart numb, I held you through the cold, I held you through the fun, Were made for each other, Like a lock and key I'll love you till the end, As you can hopefully see, You're my everlasting flame, Without you, I'd be nothing, No fun, So sad, Just one of the lonely ones, I'm lucky to have you, I probably sound pathetic, But I'm just so thankful, For your embrace, Your hugs, Your love, What would I do without you? There's no other girl but you, ©SABRINA628

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 28
United States
Deviant for 14 years
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April 15th 2011.
I'am unreservedly commited to my writing, and naturally my family and friends. Whom I love <3.
I write to ease pain and to record happiness with majestic words. I write for a challenge or to express my inner deep feelings, or the feelings of others. Journals and diaries are hard to keep at track with me so my poems usually help me mark certain feelings and events.
I've been writing since I was nine, however I like to say I began at 12, when I first started my book series and many other serious stories during the time.
I'm a Freshmen in highschool and at this point enjoying life with a few drawbacks. Having my life been conflicted with too many different things. I'm shy person, but do try to meet new people and make conversation when spoken to. Although infront of a crowd a childhood habit may sneak back to the present and I begin my old stammer.
If you want to know anything else please do ask. Get to know me(: I also do take poem requests.

Current Residence: U.S of A
Favourite genre of music: Pop, Acapella, Rock, Dance music, Hip-Hop, Classical, Oldies
Favourite photographer: Open to suggestion?

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Fiddler on The Roof, La Bamba, Chicago, Easy A, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Hangover,

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My Chemical Romance, Placebo, Nirvana, The Ready Set, Mayday Parade, Skler Grey, Many Others...

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Shannon Hale, Suzanne Collins, J.K Rowling, Becca Fitzpatrick

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Writing, Swimming for my highschool, Spending time with Friends, Meeting new people, Talking?

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SABRINA628

Nov 7, 2012

Worst Thing I Have Done

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I am the girl that broke the boy's heart. My heart is heavy with guilt and longing, but I do not matter. I lead a boy on and off and on again. I shattered an amazing boy whom I cannot help. At this point all I can do is hope the shattered pieces will mend strong and not leave him callused. As well as avoid his gaze so the sight of me will not bring him pain. I cannot explain why I did what I did. Even if I did it wouldn't mean anything, because there is no reason to pain someone as much as I have him. I was told I should not accommodate to him. Instead stand strong to him and my I suppose former friend. I don't miss many things, however I do

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SABRINA628

Nov 6, 2011

Hello again!

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Sorry I haven't been on for awhile. But recently I was just sucked into one of the most amazing book and movies series of all time in my opinion. And there was no way stopping till I finished at least the books. (:

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SABRINA628

Sep 27, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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Damn you're, Hot. Cute. Gorgeous. Even dressed up in a polka dotted mess you'll be, Hot. Brighter then the sun. With your looks you make the other boys run. I see promise in you that I didn't mean to. But you're so, Hot. Do I even have to say it? Let me lay it out for you why you have girls glued to you. Cause' you're, Hot. Are you perfect? I sure think so! When the lights turn off your wings and halo glow. And you're smart. Possessing beauty inside and out. But who needs intelligence. When with a small gesture you can make girls shout. Pass out. Jump and attack. Their all blinded with love. Or lust. Either way it's

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CuriousVines

Jan 15, 2017

Omg we have the same birthday that's so weird!

Jasperinity

Jun 28, 2015

Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin)

TheApprentice225

Jun 29, 2014

Happy Birthday my friend ^^

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Jun 28, 2014

birthdays

Jun 28, 2014

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's June 28^th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Jun 28, 2014

Happy Birthday!!! Party

Your birthday is the first day of another 365-day journey. Be the shining thread in the beautiful tapestry of the cosmos to make this year be your best ever. Enjoy the trip! And have a delightful birthday!