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Some of my best and worst writings for your enjoyment(:
(c)SABRINA628 I will know if they are stolen o.0




Guilt gnaws at me like my words did his heart
Burned into my memory his anguish face
I can still feel the tears
See something break behind his eyes

Locked in my cold hand
A chunk of his self
The blood
Now cold like mine

My nails dug into his body, through his chest
I disregarded the gushing blood and his agony
I dug until I felt it
Pulsing and warm

Before I realized the upshot of my exploit
I pulled back with part of him
Enough of him to make him feel empty and alone
What have I done?

And why do I care about his mouth?
When it is his heart I took
What has he said?
About his broken heart

I have always hated girls like this
Wounding a man emotionally before deploying
Someone I had so deeply cared about
Broken because of me

What am I?
The experiments aren’t what made me numb,
Made me cruel
I have done this to myself

The ache I feel
Is nothing compared to his woe
I broke that poor boy’s heart
He truly loved me so

He’s so good
Held me so high
But I couldn’t
I didn’t want to lie
He stood blanketed in the dewy darkness before the family pool
His parents’ credulous inside,
How could this world be so cruel?
With blocks bound to every limb
He pushed with a heave all of them in

He may have flailed or yelped
Even though his body opposed to drowning it was not how his mind felt
He wanted to kill himself
He sank to the bottom
Choked on his last breath

I wonder what was going through his head
He is the third of the family to die by their own hand
I have deeply longed to understand
How does misery take over, turn into anger then hate?
For this world he had no more faith

His own mind betrayed him
Or so that’s what they say
I bow my head in woe of how he was lost that day
And for his father, my uncle, a man for whom I pray

People are born everyday
Some people die in horrendous ways
But we can’t change the past
And why mope in the present
When we can change the future and save others from it
Matt's Poem
Written July 27nd 2012
Come meet me over the rolling hills, through the leaning valleys, across the murky waters

Where thick foam laps the moonlit shore and the mounts whisper our names by the wind

A home is nestled in faithful arms that can only rest in my lap

Brush is laced like intertwine fingers and stray branches caress

It’s warm and whole here, we feel, as we shape our nest

Our feet pound the soil, threatening to break the day

We’ll visit the sleeping salmon and lament their past away

Life is like no other in the land of eternal May

Yet it’s not all sunshine in continuous spring

The rain’s beat causes us to hide

An erratic storm could last as long as the low tide

But in this land like no other we will make it out alive

You and I will strive to thrive in our heart of divine bliss

Come and stay with me, content and complete

Roaming the snaking mounds, gliding across the muddy run where the water and sky kiss
Written May 14th 2014


United States
April 15th 2011.
I'am unreservedly commited to my writing, and naturally my family and friends. Whom I love <3.
I write to ease pain and to record happiness with majestic words. I write for a challenge or to express my inner deep feelings, or the feelings of others. Journals and diaries are hard to keep at track with me so my poems usually help me mark certain feelings and events.
I've been writing since I was nine, however I like to say I began at 12, when I first started my book series and many other serious stories during the time.
I'm a Freshmen in highschool and at this point enjoying life with a few drawbacks. Having my life been conflicted with too many different things. I'm shy person, but do try to meet new people and make conversation when spoken to. Although infront of a crowd a childhood habit may sneak back to the present and I begin my old stammer.
If you want to know anything else please do ask. Get to know me(: I also do take poem requests.

Current Residence: U.S of A
Favourite genre of music: Pop, Acapella, Rock, Dance music, Hip-Hop, Classical, Oldies
Favourite photographer: Open to suggestion?
I am the girl that broke the boy's heart. My heart is heavy with guilt and longing, but I do not matter. I lead a boy on and off and on again. I shattered an amazing boy whom I cannot help. At this point all I can do is hope the shattered pieces will mend strong and not leave him callused. As well as avoid his gaze so the sight of me will not bring him pain. I cannot explain why I did what I did. Even if I did it wouldn't mean anything, because there is no reason to pain someone as much as I have him. I was told I should not accommodate to him. Instead stand strong to him and my I suppose former friend. I don't miss many things, however I do miss being his friend or being whatever I was to him. If I could trade his pain with my underrated guilt I most certainly would. I don't want to lose, but I realize now I already have. I attempted to make us both happy, but in turn put us both in misery. I apologize although that does not help. I did and still care about him, even if he doesn't believe I do. The apology of a horrible person does not make me any better. Hurting him was the worst thing I have ever done.
  • Mood: Guilty

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